love me until your ♥ stops..

blah blah blah, what a boring day.. i miss him, even though it's only been three days or so. hmm, lately for the past week, me & him has argued every other day.. isn't so good is it ? :x i don't know how we have so much to argue about but it just comes to us like it's nothing. each time we argue, i feel like shit, so hopeless .. all i'd do is shed my tears, and each time , i'd feel that it was all my fault. and sometimes, just like how i need to think about what i say before i say it, i feel that he should too because when he's mad, seems to me .. he don't even care how much what he says to me would hurt me and as for me, i'd just suck it up and do what i usually do. last time we fought was on thursday.. and i guess we're good now. lols.
friday was a really good day with him and with steph & VC , by the end of the day me & him was dead tired because we phoned all night. haha , first time i pulled an all nighter? damn , he must be a special one , isn't he? back then, i wouldn't even pull an all nighter with my cousins and i pulled one with him on the phone. when we got back home, i just went straight to sleep & i was pretty damn deep asleep, never knew i could be so tired even after a nap.. lol. then i had a nightmare.. :( it made me cry. after it , i didnt even want to go back to sleep & wanted to talk to him .. but sadly he wasn't even there. hmms, saturday was a typical day.. rain then hb . :o
today was pretty damn boring, stayed home & watched dramas. :o lols .. cooking mama 2 . lmfaoo ! (: he was doing his own thing & i guess i was as welll , he got jealous-ish over me giving keith a smiley? idkk man, it's nothing to be jealous over .. >< ahh it doesnt matter nows, we're all good. lol :x stay strong ,