distance.

i thought we talked it out and we're good now? why do i feel like we're still far apart. yesterday we spent time together .. it wasn't the best. we don't even talk no more, just a stupid conversation that gets us no where.. it's like there's no point to talk because the conversation will drag anyways.
the other day, when i told you about how i feel about you & the handball shit .. you thought we were going to break up because i said we need to talk , how odd. & he said i should have told him from the start, and all the stuff i did for the past few days push him away, how bad does that sound? imagine he loses feelings after this. imagine he's losing them right now? you see what kind of mess you get yourself into, ariel? your pathethic, you should fix yourself up .. really.
i hate all of this, we don't talk no more. i miss all of that. i get overwhelmed by this feeling. you know , i really miss us. you seem so busy .. it's either handballl, handball videos or cs. when is it gonna be just me? when can we talk for real like we used to do? i miss it , i miss us , i miss you.
i'm hurt ,