I said before , i feel like i can burst in tears any second & now to my suprise i'm in tears. Why ariel? you know better than this. Another fight .. yet no suprise. Last week was a tough week.. and i thought it'll be better this week but it really isn't. I'm so stressed, something's bothering me but i dont know what it is and i missed him a lot. I really needed him for the coming days because i'm so stressed but now i have a whole bunch to stress over besides school. You said you don't care.. all you said was "K" what am i to do? i told you to talk to me when you do care. & shockingly.. you said "k and don't expect that to be anytime soon" i'm so curious. . i wonder how long it'll take. you got a life besides me, you got handball now that the weather has been so nice , you got your games on the computer but me? I've got nothing. I've given up alot and i dont know if you know but it doesn't exactly matter if you do or not. So this time , i hope i keep my words and really wait for you this time. It might be easy for you but it's not gonna be easy for me but i'll be okay.
I thought we were going to have a good day tomorrow but i don't think so anymore. I honestly don't know how long this fight will last but all these fights lately, are completely ridiculous. I beleive that after almost a whole year together we shouldn't fight over such stupid things. Are we trying to pick dumb fights to pull us further away from each other? All these fights aren't healthy for neither of us. The time when i need you with me.. you're not going to be. This is the whole sayign of being independent isn't it?
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