back in the days,

looking back, thinking back.. a lot has changed. The people around me, my surroundings, my education, my grades, my daily routines and of course me. I guess all these changes that happened did me good. I'm somewhat happy of it. Lol back then.. i was one silly girl. I said I loved him , I loved him too, but really I bet it was nothing close to love.. maybe I really really liked him but it's really nothing like love. I was one of those girls who took advantage of the word "love." I was a carefree girl, compared to what I am now. I'd get good grades no matter what, still manage to smile/laugh a billion times a day, always have someone there for me at any time. I was never a lonely girl back in junior high school. Those were the easy days.. yet it was full of drama that I know longer have.. thank god. Back then, every other day I'd be mad at her.. talking shit about them.. crying over him and so on. I'm somewhat glad that it's over.
Looking through my old emails, I had some really good friends. Yet some were just really dramatic for no damn reason. I was one naive girl.. not that I'm not one right now but I'm pretty sure I've matured and know better than I did compared to back then. I know who my true friends are and who aren't. I've become more independent rather than dependent. Yet i know i'm weak at times, I still manage to make it. Cause someone once told me, it's never the end if it's not okay. I'll always remember those words.