Saturday, April 10, 2010

I was just really upset last night, I didn't tell you but I was trying to get there but before I did, a conflict came upon us. I'm so sick of your harsh responses, they don't seem harsh to you but they do to me. And I just didn't want to speak to you anymore, you got mad at me as well but I apologized because I didn't want to fight. I wanted you to ask "why?" to my responses but you didn't. All you continuously said was "okay," really if that's all you got to say.. why am I still talking to you? It's 1 AM, and I'm laying on my bed trying so hard not to fall asleep because I don't want to just leave the arguement hanging but I felt that I wasn't given any respect because not only did you give me one word responses but you took you're lovely time to reply to me. I don't know what the hell you were doing, but I was lying there patiently telling myself not to sleep. At the end, all you still said was okay, so I gave up. Call me a quiter, but I tried. Apologizing was my first step, did you accept it? No.. you didn't. I know I tried and I don't know about you. I just want to see and spend time with my own boyfriend. But now that you're busy I let it go. But I guess I can't even see you on the weekends either.

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