I'm trying,

Just like you put aside our conflicts with handball and counterstrike, I'm trying to do that too but with communicating with other people. I may not have someone to talk to 24/7 but it's been much better. The isolation is slowly fading away, it feels great though. When I tell you about it, it seems like no big deal and that "it'll be okay" well it wouldn't. You wouldn't know how I feel because now you've met new people that you spend with everyday doing something you love. It's great for you, but it was a whole new world for me. But after some time, I've gotten the hang of it and honestly it feels so good sometimes to know that the world doesn't just involve around us. That I have my girls to hang out with too, even though that's not exactly true. And I don't know what you need in life or if you cared whether or not you have friends or not because our lives are completely different. There's been a lack of communication between us and it's a problem waiting to be solved..