Sunday, April 25, 2010

Me + You , differ.

There are so many differences between us. I love everything we do, I'd love a day just cuddling in bed and watching movies but when you called it boring, I felt hurt because that's what I love to do. And then, you say playing cards is more fun that watching movies. How great does that make me feel. I love to take long walks with you, I truly love doing that with you.. but you don't. It kind of disappoints me, because now when we do take walks , when we watch movies I'd remember you telling me that it's "boring." With you, I don't think anything can be boring, but I guess it's different to you. I know we're working on our relationship right now, and I truly hope it works. I've felt better these couple of days but I still get upset. I tell you it though, like on friday when you didn't come to school, you tell me you're probably going to go handball when I was hoping you'd come see me. It really pissed me off so when I decide to give you one word responses, you do the same fucking thing. So I tell you, and you tell me "yeah I thought bout it after. I rather spend today wit you" I didn't know whether I was suppose to believe you or not...because you could have said that because you wanted to back yourself up.. because I know that if i didn't say anything you probably would have went handball that day. I really didn't care if I was to see you or not after you said that.. I really didn't. I don't want you to see me because you know I'd get upset, I want you to spend time with me because you, yourself wants to.

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