i guess i'm a stupid girl. he's mad again.. and i have nothing to say for him to believe me. maybe what i said was really offending.. why didn't i think of that? how come when he tells me what i did wrong, sometimes i dont even know what to say to fight for myself. i just don't understand, or do i think i'm wrong myself and just won't admit it? i'm too stupid to know, i'm too stupid for him, too fat, too careless, too clumsy, too short. too everything. i don't know what i did to get him but he's the best that's happened.
i feel so dumb, why can't i just watch what i say & not get him mad. like really .. ariel, fix yourself ; why don't you ever learn from your mistakes? i gotta learn before i lose ..
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