time .

time can change many things, did you know? looking back, a few months ago things seemed so different. and now everything seems to have changed. how things work, how things are, how people are, the way they act, everything. either they've matured or just become more of a pain in the ass. i remember when me & LY used to be mad close, she'd be considered my second best friend besides steph. we'd talk about everything.. lol even what we dislike about each other & now it's definitely a lot, all the friendship we had seemed to change and it's become hate. well not necessarily hate but i tend to dislike her. what "great" friends we are to each other. & for others, it just seems like endless drama and shit talking. sure does remind me of 7th grade, people should grow up.. including me lol.
report cards on friday ! :[ i hope i did good, with a 85 avg at least? :x blah my worst class must be english, my highest is spanish with a 92, yay. (: i'm afraid to show my parents. :x i need to work harder, like deadass.. if i don't i'll really fail. sometimes i study my butt off but i still do bad and it pisses me off and makes me want to just stop studying, maybe i'd be better off that way; just maybe. focus more on school, stop going out. but i don't even go outttt, what the hellll. there's no where to go in the winter time. :[ i don't spend much time with him now a days, especially the weekends, which is pretty gay.
christmas is comingggg ! YAY, my favorite holiday. ♥ i wonder what i will be getting this year, :o maybe some more jewelry? lol . :x maybe i should get my mom something, that's what i'm thinking lol & use it with her. haha. well idk, hope it'll be a good end of the year celebration. (: