silence.

throughout the whole walk, not a word was said out of either of our mouths. it started off with you not holding on my hand, i tried i knew if i let go you'd get more mad. I was trying to think what you were mad about but i really didn't know. When we were walking, our hands constantly kept slipping away from each other but i didn't want that. I tried, i know i didn't hold on too tight but i put effort in it. Eventually it slipped, that wasn't good. Throughout the whole walk, i was thinking about just a few months ago when we walked the same path as we did today. I can almost picture it, when i thought of it.. i wanted to cry. Because we were so talkative, i felt so close to you. We shared many laughter that i'd never forget. I remember when you'd just stop and hold me, that was great. I remember when i was so excited to see you. I remember all of it. Sometimes i miss our past so dearly. How can time cause things to change so much? A few months ago when we were walking that same path, we talked our whole way home but today we didn't say a word. And sadly, at the end you just said bye and walked away. I don't know why i didn't stop you, right after you walked away .. i did as well. Now i know how stephanie feels when she walks around in the streets with tears in her eyes. It really hurts.. it's been three times that we've faught this week. Unbelieveable.. and all of them were over stupid things... i thought after 11 months we knew better. This day just wasn't so great. When you didn't leave for handball, i thought things will get back to normal but then this happened. sigh .