I think you've stopped trying,

Honestly, I really don't know what I can do right now or what I can say. I can't read your mind. Do you care? Last night, I don't know why I texted you good night, unfortunately, you never replied..it was the first fucking thing I thought bout in the morning "Did he text back?" but then I look and see "zero messages" I was so disappointed. I really didn't know what to tell myself. When I went to his second period class, he wasn't even in the room, yet I still stayed there until KM came out and told me he's not there. I felt kind of stupid at that moment. At the end of seventh, he came in after but since I was talking to people I was still there. He held my hand but it was sweaty all day so I told him and let go. He didn't say a word so I decided I wouldn't either. I've tried to say something, but he chose not to respond so forget it. After school, I was hoping he'd wait. And we'd sit down and have a talk. But he wasn't even fucking there. I asked WD, if he saw him at the library but he said he saw him walk out after he finished his last period. This proved enough, I've really had enough. We're going back to the same path we did the last time we faught for days. After that time, he said he'd try, he'll change, he'll try his best to earn my trust back but where is this trying? where is the effort? Leaving without telling me was a dick move. I really got nothing to say anymore, maybe you don't want this anymore.