attached.

hmm, am i too attached? :x sometimes i feel that i am & i just let go just a bit because when little things happen, it tends to make me think. i don't know why, but i guess it's just a habit. ever since the last fight, he said to give each other space. space is good, isn't it? yeah i think it is but as of right now, i think I've isolated myself from other people enough that if i tag along, i'd be kind of lost. but i don't mind, yet too much space isn't good. but trust me.. once handball season starts, i'll gurantee we'll sure have lots of space.
today, he didn't tell me what he usually tells me each day when he goes home, i would say i was waiting for it and at the same time thinking if i should say it or not. but then.. i don't really want to because what if he says it back because he thinks he has to? yet again , it's the same story for him. but he didn't say it so i just walked in and when i was about to ring the belll, he ran to me.. lol. :x afterwards, when he really left i still didn't hear it. And knowing me, it kind of makes me wonder. but i guess it's nothing, it's happened alot in the past. I rather it be once in a while rather than everyday because it'll feel more special and i wouldn't start thinking if i didn't hear it one day.
time has past, our nine months is coming up. does he remember? :x because he hasn't said anything. but i doubt we're going to do anything because his step-mom is coming and plus there is nothing really to do. it's been a pretty long way, it definitely wasn't an easy path to go though. We've been through a lot and i know there's more to come as long as we stay strong.